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I must admit it: I have been too impulsive with my reaction on what she did. But coming to analyze the situation, I think I have all the right and reason to react that way. Nevertheless, I swallowed my pride and apologized. I have even humiliated myself just for this conflict to end. But it's still my fault.

I have apologized for a number of times even when I'm not sure if it's me to be blamed. But all of what I did were of no avail. What's wrong with me? I'm doing all of these because I love her so much. I love her more than myself. But she is not reciprocating. I try to endure everything, because I love her. And I'm not giving up. She's a great part of my life.

But it's so sad that this love's killing me. I hope she realizes that. And I hope it's soon.