The Wanderer's Site

As I have written in my last post, I really tried to convince myself that I failed during my first day of judgment. So I was still worried last Friday, but the expectations were less.

But yesterday, I don't know why I tried to check the website even if I was already thinking that the results might not be released on a weekend. And thank heavens, I checked it. I found out that my name was there. I am really very happy about it. Though I became overconfident at first that I will pass, I realized after the exam that there's a big chance that I will fail. I just guessed the answers in so many numbers, especially in Math. I have also answered many items without even reading the questions. So I really got scared. My history of failure in some of the exams I have taken in the past made me worry more.

Anyway, now that my first ordeal is over, I really thank GOD for being with me and for giving me that wonderful experience. I thank Him that he helped me pass the exam. At least, I became a little more confident now. Though, I still cannot be confident that I will also succeed in my second day of judgment. Actually, the results of the first one is giving me confusions. I don't want to expect anymore, but since I took the first one as a review for the second one, something is telling me that I might also be able to pass the second one. Anyway, I wouldn't expect anymore, but I'll still be hopeful. May God also give me a chance in the second one, because even if I'm not sure if what I did is enough, I have really exerted so much effort for it.