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As my second day of judgment approaches, I am becoming more nervous to face it. Now I know that for sure, this isn't going to be easier than my first one.

What makes me more nervous about it is that in my preparation times, I realize that I have not gained so much. I get very disappointed each time I evaluate my performance, because I think, I am not learning anything from my activities. I think, I will fail.

But I will still do my best. I really beg God to help me pass this second ordeal. This is the only way I know to pick myself up, give pride to Lola and my other concerned family members and friends, and boost my morale once more.

Please God, help me. Please.