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As the days which will determine my future approach, I am getting more nervous. I have noticed that I am beginning to pray to God more often to help me during these two days.

My first "day of judgment" will be this Sunday. Though I am quite more nervous about my second "day of judgment" which will be on November 25 this year, than this one, I cannot just sit and do nothing about it. I believe that my first day of judgment will be my best preparation for my second day of judgment. But even if for me, this is just a preparation, I still want to succeed on it. Of course, I do not want to waste this opportunity to prepare and I also do not want to waste the money, time and effort I have invested in it. Plus, this is not just a preparation if you come to think of it. It can help me to become more confident and advance faster. So I really have to do it well.

As to my effort and time of preparing for it, I can say that I have given it my 90% best. I have gathered what I am going to need and really tried my best to look into all of them to prepare. But as to whether what I gathered have really helped me and equipped me for the days, I think I can say that I only gained 45%. I am just going to prepare for the remaining five nights. Then, on the night before the first judgment day, I will try to calm myself, pray and get a good night's sleep.

I will still try my best to equip myself. But I really beseech God to help me utilize what I have gained during my preparation on the judgment days.

Please help me, God.