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Last Saturday, I attended the 18th birthday celebration of Mia. She was a student at the Malayan High School of Science, where I was a librarian for two years.

At first, I thought I would not enjoy the party. Of course, when I was invited and informed that the other students were also attending it, I was excited. But there was still that awkward feeling of being out of place. But to my surprise, I enjoyed the party. It was not a traditional debut wherein there are the tradit...

As my second day of judgment approaches, I am becoming more nervous to face it. Now I know that for sure, this isn't going to be easier than my first one.

What makes me more nervous about it is that in my preparation times, I realize that I have not gained so much. I get very disappointed each time I evaluate my performance, because I think, I am not learning anything from my activities. I think, I will fail.

But I will still do my best. I really beg God to help me pass this secon...

I am not so happy with my performance on my first day of judgment. I became more nervous and less confident that I would succeed in that ordeal. Actually, I think I will fail. All the while, I thought it will be much easier than the second trial. But definitely, I was wrong. How I wish I did not become over confident before that day. Now, I feel guilty for underestimating its weight and overestimating my capacity. If only I could turn back time, I would really prepare for it more.

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As the days which will determine my future approach, I am getting more nervous. I have noticed that I am beginning to pray to God more often to help me during these two days.

My first "day of judgment" will be this Sunday. Though I am quite more nervous about my second "day of judgment" which will be on November 25 this year, than this one, I cannot just sit and do nothing about it. I believe that my first day of judgment will be my best preparation for my second day of jud...

I am non-Christian, but I grew up with a Christian family (Catholic, to be exact). So I also used to have notions about that fat guy who gives gifts to nice children in Christmas they call Santa Claus. Every Christmas, I would go with the other children in my Lola's compound, wearing my newly bought, neatly pressed dress and behave in the best manner possible, believing that if I do so, Santa would give me a gift.

I used to do the same thing every year, although, I found no hints that a...

Who, between the two of us, came late and did not understand what happened in the past?

Who, between the two of us, flattered  other people in the field to get what she wants?

Who, between the two of us, really wants to get our mom's crown?

Who, between the two of us, felt bad because she thinks that the crown will not be given to her?

Who, between the two of us, befriended the villain to have extra powers?

Who, between the two of us, despite the villain's p...

May God help me fulfill my dreams...

Everyday

I'm in the same way

The first thing I do

Is to think of you

My day would start

With that same spark

Praying for you

That everything's good

And even if you

Don't do it too

Why can't I realize

That you don't mind?

You've already shown me

The worst you can be

But why can't I realize

That I'm such a blind?

Why can't I realize

I'm not t...

It seems that I have become oblivious of the real score between the two of us. I got carried away by your superficial sweetness that I expect something more.

It seems that I have forgotten that people really never forgive. They only know how to say "Let's forget the past" and "Let's move on" and they will call you immature if you insist on resolving the problems first before going on to the next thing, but in reality, they seem to forget everything they taught you when they got caught i...

Highlands University has been existent since the year...