The Wanderer's Site

Lord, Please give a chance to be happy. Give me a chance to enjoy the fruits of my labor. I know that my labor is not perfect, but in many chances, I did my very best and gave everything a hard blow. Please give me a chance. Please give me a chance.

the results of my second day of judgment are out. i didn't make it. what's worse is i also failed in my second choice. what's wrong with me? why lord? why???????

Lord, I know that I've been praying about it since the day I took it. Please Lord, do something about it and grace my desires. I cannot stop thinking about it now.

I promise You, my praises and service will all be yours, and for the benefit of others. Thank you, Lord.

As much as possible I do not want to post anything negative here. But what can I do? I have no one to turn to. Anyway, this is mine, and it seems that nobody's reading this. So just let me post whatever I want here.

Anyway, last February 8, I took my second day of judgment for the last time. It's my only remaining chance to get in. If I still don't make it, I'm totally out of the race. Actually, I'm beginning to be convinced that I won't get in. Last year, the moment I bounced back...

I must admit it: I have been too impulsive with my reaction on what she did. But coming to analyze the situation, I think I have all the right and reason to react that way. Nevertheless, I swallowed my pride and apologized. I have even humiliated myself just for this conflict to end. But it's still my fault.

I have apologized for a number of times even when I'm not sure if it's me to be blamed. But all of what I did were of no avail. What's wrong with me? I'm doing all of t...

Please... Enough of the likings, sharings and comments on the photos of that damn party! Enough! It's annoying!

Please! Enough of those photos! Enough of your drama that you're gonna miss each other. Enough! Please, enough! 

I am only a human, and I must admit that I am dying of jealousy. Today, I found out that my favorite teacher has not gotten over yet with that gathering of my friend who is now mad at me. Didn't they have enough time to say their goodbyes? Why did she still comment that she is really missing her in that photo? 

The thing is, she hasn't done that to me. Please, enough of those photos! Enough!

This year seems to bring out the worst in me. Since 2014 started, I have been burdened with a lot of troubles and emotional conflicts. One came after the other, and I have not found an opportunity to rise up again.

I got my first blow in January 30, 2014, when I have learned that I did not make it again in my second day of judgment. I felt like a useless, dumb woman, who, despite doing everything to prepare, still failed. That failure has pinned me down for a couple of month...

It's been more than a year since my last post. Unfortunately, I am posting now with the same sentiments. Never did I think that I would feel the same pain when I open up this blog again.

I remember planning to use this as my practice area for English and communications. I don't know if it has served me for those purposes, but as far as my second day of judgment is concerned, it did nothing. I took the exam again, and failed again. Now, I am more disheartened. My second failu...